IT'S COMING...

...soon. i'm still working on getting a new blog design (the designer is on vacation) and therefore i haven't posted any photo's, stories, or adventures in europe. i guess i don't have to wait for a new design. i just thought it'd be "prettier". oh whatever. maybe i'm just lazy! or not feeling creative enough to post.
ian is in n.y.c. and i'm solo this week. when the kids go down (and i mean DOWN), and the chores are done (i mean glanced at and considered), i head for the computer to have my down time. but...everytime i get on the internet, my fingers take me to that blog. that one that makes me sad and guilty for feeling so blessed, lucky, and happily "married with children". i just can't help but to check in each day and just hope that matt is having a good moment or an up day or that he's still surrounded by his family and friends. for those of you who don't know who i'm talking about, i don't either. i don't "know" him but in my last post i mentioned a link to a blog of a guy my good friend "sent me a link to". get it? go there and click on his blog...i will tell you that it's sad. but there are rays of hope and happiness and i hope he see's and feels them.

i also poke around at other blogs and websites - because my life is so boring and dull. NOT. it's also the time of night that i eat chocolate. i still have some that i brought back from london. i really need to get ready for swim suit season and not eat this stuff that make my thighs look like an orange rind. again, thank heavens for the swim skirt!

in london, as i shopped, alone, i loved listening to the hip-hop music. there are 2 songs that i came back and instantly looked up on youtube with my sister. i had to share these fun songs since we love hip-hop music and dancing. the one she hadn't heard (american boy) and the other she said i needed to listen to power 106 more. well...i thought i had "heard it first" but she beat me again. i guess i am out of it on the music scene. anyway, the song is by "t-pain" and it's called "low" - i think. again, the clean version is a must and i will say it is suggestive, but, i just love the beat! isn't that what all the teens say? so, this is the latest song i blast all day and in the car and i totally get down to it and i learned something about myself...i CAN get low! ethan's friend's mom came over the other night and i put it on for her and she and i were dancing in my kitchen and totally getting funky!!! it was fun! dancing is a great work out. no wonder madonna looks so hot. ya, i hate her!

song of the day: "low" by t-pain!! ....boots with the fur....the whole club was looking at her...